mRvdeli
aleqsandre ovCarenko.
Cven religiurad ganswavlulni vxdebiT,
magram vkargavT sikeTes da siyvaruls adamianebisadmi
roca garSemo mimoixedebi,
gulistkiviliT dainaxav: adamianebi sul ufro mouTmenenelni, uTanagrZnoni,
gulgrilni xdebian. am movlenis aRmomacenebeli mizezebi mravalgvaria:
ekonomikuri dauwyobloba, mci-redTa fufuneba da umravlesobis gaRatakeba,
kulturisa da zneobri-obis dabali done, konfliqtebi erovnebaTaSoris doneze,
daurwmuneb-loba xvalindel dReSi. adamianebi wvrilmanebis gamo daoben, pirvelive
Semxvedrze gadmoRvrian wyenasa da gaRizianebas. samwyemso gamocdileba
gviCvenebs: adamiani, romelic ar gaxsnila Tavis sulier TvisebebSi da ukve
dauwyia sulier saTnoebaTa Senobis ageba,
dae, Tundac zustad misdevdes wmidamamaTamier ganwesebebs, ampartavnebisa da
egoizmis iseT kedels AaRmarTavs, romlis
dangrevac Semdeg ukiduresad Znelia. samoc-daaTwlianma wyvetam
marTlmadidebluri cxovrebis memkvidreobiTobaSi iseT movlenamde migviyvana,
romlis Sesaxebac ukve droa mTeli ZaliT
aRvimaRloT xma. ver iqcnen ra moyvarul, mzrunvel, keTil, gulwrfel adamianebad,
mravalma morwmunem Tavi warmoidgina ara
ubralod eklesiurad, ara ubralod marTlmadideblad, aramed uklebliv yoveliveSi
marTlad. Cveni "TavSekavebis" nayofebi
_ es xSirad gayofili ojaxebia, romlebic
met-naklebad warmatebulni iyvnen erT-erTi meuRlis gaeklesiurebamde. Cveni
"keTilmsaxurebis" nayofebi _ Cveni is axloblebia, romlebic ukve
neitralurni ki ar arian sarwmunoebis mimarT, aramed misi mtrebi gamxdaran. da
amaSi, vinZlo, Cven varT damnaSaveni da ara _ isini!
_ daix, magram ise hgavs, TiTqos Cvenze
sruldeba werili.
_ xolo ufro patiosnad rom
SevxedoT sagnebs? ai, magaliTad, Sen morwmune gaxdi, qmarma ki sma daiwyo?
_ me misTvis "barZimi Seusmelis" daujdomel
locvas vkiTxulob.
_ misTvis Tu mis winaaRmdeg? gana giyvars igi am kiTxvis dros?
konkretulad raSi vlindeba Seni es siyvaruli?
_ rogor unda miyvardes igi,
loTi? eklesiaSi wamosvla ar surs, jvaris dawera ar nebavs.
ai, aseTi dialogebia xolme.
ver gamogvivlenia ra Tavi
meuRleobaSi, mamobaSi, dedobaSi; ver gviswavlia ra is, rom madlieri Svilebi
viyoT, gulRiani, erTgulni, moyvaruli adamianebi, _ Cven suliers veZiebT, magram
sulieri ar gveZle-va Cven. da viyenebT ra dasaxuli miznis misaRwevad saero cxovrebaSi
gamomuSavebul meqanizmebs, Cven raRacas vaRwevT saeklesio cxovrebaSi: erTni
samRvdelo wodebas, sxvani _ samuSao adgils eklesiasTan dakavSirebul sferoebSi,
mesameni _ privilegirebul mdgomareobas morwmune eris mier gansakuTrebulad
pativcemuli samRvdeloebis umaxlobeles wreSi. magram am dros ar wydeba mTavari
sakiTxi: risi gulisTvis? survili gaxde, saeklesio cxovrebis aRqma rogorc
asparezisa TviTdamkvidrebisaTvis ar gvaZlevs saSualebas mTavari davinaxoT: sad
aris am yoveliveSi qristesmieri Rvawlis adgili, mis mier CvenTvis mcnebad
dadebuli, moyvasisadmi msxverplgaRebiTi
siyvarulis adgili?
moZRvari beri aleqsei
meCevi ase ambobda moyvasisadmi urTierTobebze:
"siTbo da sinaTle iyaviT garSemomyofTaTvis: : ecadeT jer sakuTari ojaxi gaaTboT, iSromeT, iRvaweT
amisTvis, mere ki es daSvroma ise gagitacebT, rom TqvenTvis ukve viwro gaxdeba
ojaxuri wre, da Tqveni es Tbili sxivebi garkveuli drois Semdeg sul axal da axal
adamianebs moicavs da Tqvens mier ganaTebuli wrec sul ufro gaizrdeba".
TiTqosda, yvelaferi swori formulebis saZirkvelzea
damyarebuli: wmida mamebis gamonaTqvamebze, sulier moZRvarTa rCevebsa da
kurTxevaze. magram amave dros garSemomyofTa ampartavnebas SeamCnevT da amxelT,
sakuTars ki _ arasodes. asketika siyvarulis gareSe yinulis dedoflis cixe-simagres hgavs _ civs, magram garegnulad lamazs.
adamianebs surT zogjer amoefaron garegan eklesiurobas, saeklesio terminologias
_ "Seminde", "makurTxe", "sacTuri" da misTanaT, saeklesio problematikas (brZola
ekumenizmTan, masonobasTan, seqtantobasTan), da ar CauRrmavdnen sakuTar Tavs,
ar ecadon siRrmiseulad gulisxma-hyon sinamdvile.
CvenTvis aranairi sargebloba ar
aris, Tuki gaeklesiurebis Semdeg siyvaruliT ar aRvinTebiT.
"aravin ar darCeboda warmarTad, Tuki Cven namdvili
qristianebi viqnebodiT", _ Tqva ioane oqropirma. Tuki urwmuno ojaxSi erTma
adamianma irwmuna, mas mxolod erTi saSualeba aqvs danarCenTa mosayvanad
rwmenamde: igi ar unda gaucxovdes maTgan da ar upirispirebdes Tavis Tavs,
rogorc "umwikvlos" danarCen
"codvilebs". Tuki is ityvis: "me ar moval Tqvens loTian
purmarilze, uCemod idResaswauleT Tqveni saojaxo iubile, _ me vmarxulob!" _
maSin igi samudamod darCeba erTaderT morwmuned ojaxSi. Tu is druulad Tu udrood,
yovel nabijze "qadagebas" dauwyebs maT, _ maSinac aseve marto darCeba. gaxsovdeT: Zaladoba
siyvarulis gulisTvis_ hklavs siyvaruls. xolo Tu isini SeamCneven, rom Seni
rwmena gexmareba ojaxuri problemebis gadawyvetaSi; Tu dainaxaven, rom taZridan
Sen imaze ufro naTeli brundebi, vidre iq wasvlamde iyavi; Tu dainaxaven, rom
Seni samyaro ufro mdidari da Rrma gaxda, vidre gazeTebis mkiTxvelTa -_ "sicarielis mylapavTa" samyaroa,
maSin TandaTan yvela Tqveni axlobeli mova rwmenamde. Svilebs pirvel yovlisa is
ki ar aswavloT, Tu rogor aiRos marTebulad kurTxeva mRvdelmsaxurisagan, aramed
is, rom yovelTvis adgili dauTmos moxucebuls, xeli SeaSvelos avtubusidan
Camomaval qals, da es yovelive qristesTvis akeTos. vidre zeciuri samSoblos
Sesaxeb mouyvebodeT Svilebs, aswavleT maT qveyniuri samSoblos siyvaruli.
religiuri aRzrda maSin ki ar iwyeba, roca deda sauflo locvas _ "mamo
Cveno"-s warmoTqmas aswavlis Svilebs, aramed maSin _ roca mama aswavlis
vaJiSvils madloba gadauxados xolme dedas perangis garecxvisaTvis da sadilis
momzadebisaTvis. me ganzrax ar Sevxebivar sulier siRrmes, romelic adamianSi
misi gaeklesiurebis kvalobaze vlindeba.
es iyo mcdeloba mebiZga mkiTxvelisaTvis garkveuliyo sakuTari Tavis sulier
mowyobaSi. da Tu am werilis kiTxvisas Tqven raimeSi daxmarebas gTxoven, maSinve
miatoveT kiTxva, _ amas merec SesZlebT.
SeusruleT adamians Txovna, miT umetes, rom es Tavad ufali ieso qriste gTxovT
daxmarebas Tqveni moyvasis meSveobiT.
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